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I feel so unworthy sometimes of having such a great guy as Billy. He is so steadfast, thoughtful, and loving towards me. I remember when I first saw him. I would never, ever have guessed what would happen between us, or what a beautiful soul he has hidden behind his smile. I thought he was very cute and hot! When we began to get to know each other, I knew there was something about him to love - and as crazy as it sounds, I KNEW I would someday marry him. I just knew it. With everyday, I fall more for him, and miss him more than I have ever missed anyone.
I wish so badly I could tell mom and dad about him and be free to see him and call him without having to dodge them. I know that an age-gap as big as 15 years seems strange to society. That is because society is fucked up. People are people. Souls are souls. And you shouldn't let age withold you from finding your one true thing.
I searched on the internet today for age-gap discussions. Alot of people are so narrowminded about it. Some believe even five years is a huge gap and should be avoided. WHY? There are wonderful people of ALL ages!! I've always dated older guys (dated one around my age once and it did not work out at all... haha). I believe a man should posess something that a woman can respect, and I usually don't find anything respectable about guys my age. Most are so vain and stupid (now, James, I'm not talking about you! LOL). Even though I like guys my age, I really don't want to date any of them. I don't think guys really mature until about 30 ^^ Billy and I share the same religious views, political views, and many of the same views on society. It's so good to be able to speak about these things to each other... and be understood. I'm so lucky to have him. I just wish people weren't so close minded about age-gaps, because regardless of what anyone tells you... there is a person out there who fits with you. And age does not matter when you are with the person who is your other half.
I wish so badly I could tell mom and dad about him and be free to see him and call him without having to dodge them. I know that an age-gap as big as 15 years seems strange to society. That is because society is fucked up. People are people. Souls are souls. And you shouldn't let age withold you from finding your one true thing.
I searched on the internet today for age-gap discussions. Alot of people are so narrowminded about it. Some believe even five years is a huge gap and should be avoided. WHY? There are wonderful people of ALL ages!! I've always dated older guys (dated one around my age once and it did not work out at all... haha). I believe a man should posess something that a woman can respect, and I usually don't find anything respectable about guys my age. Most are so vain and stupid (now, James, I'm not talking about you! LOL). Even though I like guys my age, I really don't want to date any of them. I don't think guys really mature until about 30 ^^ Billy and I share the same religious views, political views, and many of the same views on society. It's so good to be able to speak about these things to each other... and be understood. I'm so lucky to have him. I just wish people weren't so close minded about age-gaps, because regardless of what anyone tells you... there is a person out there who fits with you. And age does not matter when you are with the person who is your other half.