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I have not written in here for months. I remember when there was a time, when I would goto this thing, and just write it all out, write whatever was on my mind, and submit it for the . world to see. It just seems like so much has changed over these years, I have changed, situations have changed, and nothing is really the same anymore. I never expected anything to stay the same, I expected change, for that is one thing that cannot be avoided now can it?
I just need to start making change a good thing, a better thing, for me, and for the people around me. I feel stuck sometimes, like there is no way I can control any situation I am in, but I am wrong, there is always a choice, and always a way to get around things, or through things, or whatever the case may be. I am just stubbron as hell, and don't want to take huge chances. I am tired of let downs, and tired of all the bad things that come... but.. again.. that is life, that is learning. It is everything.
Just accept it already!! Well.. I am trying to do that. Accept the things I cannot change, and do something about the things I can. Life would be better if I just did that. I need to calm down, relax, stop and smell the roses. And stop losing my cool, which is so hard to do sometimes, especially when it feels like I am living on a ledge and not sure what to do next, always anxious, always stressed about something. I know it isn't healthy, and I know it isn't ideal. But conditions are not ideal, yes yes.. CHANGE that... I can only change so much. But I will try. And thats all that matters at the end of the day now doesn't it?
Anyways, just wanted to write a little blurb in here. I have an hour till work. Ahhhhhhhhh.
~K
Love life, live it!
I just need to start making change a good thing, a better thing, for me, and for the people around me. I feel stuck sometimes, like there is no way I can control any situation I am in, but I am wrong, there is always a choice, and always a way to get around things, or through things, or whatever the case may be. I am just stubbron as hell, and don't want to take huge chances. I am tired of let downs, and tired of all the bad things that come... but.. again.. that is life, that is learning. It is everything.
Just accept it already!! Well.. I am trying to do that. Accept the things I cannot change, and do something about the things I can. Life would be better if I just did that. I need to calm down, relax, stop and smell the roses. And stop losing my cool, which is so hard to do sometimes, especially when it feels like I am living on a ledge and not sure what to do next, always anxious, always stressed about something. I know it isn't healthy, and I know it isn't ideal. But conditions are not ideal, yes yes.. CHANGE that... I can only change so much. But I will try. And thats all that matters at the end of the day now doesn't it?
Anyways, just wanted to write a little blurb in here. I have an hour till work. Ahhhhhhhhh.
~K
Love life, live it!