Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park
I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.
And the sun will set for you
the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you...
In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.
[Shadow of the Day lyrics on
http://www.metrolyrics.com] And the sun will set for you,
the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..
Another day, another dollar, another ... well who knows. Time ticks, standing still, when will it stop, when will it go? Just a jumble of thoughts flow through my mind, it is utter chaos, and I am lost inside of it. What to do? what to say? what to think? what to write? and why can't I seem to just have a normal flow of things, instead of all over the place. Normal doesn't exist, it is a figment, something that cannot be attained. It just doesn't seem to be possible.
I am just tired. drained. exausted. out of ideas.
And I don't know what to do. Perhaps nothing can be done, perhaps its just the way things are, and this is another way to live and grow as a person in this universe. Although sometimes I feel less human and detatched on occasion.There are too many emotions in this world, and it seems to bring out the good, and the bad.... my hydra reels its ugly head, and then turns away, backs down, and morphs into something completley different. How do you keep hold of that beast? How can it be detained.. it just doesn't make sense.
Not perfect, not normal, just me, that is it, that is all.
Sure, so ... there is a little spillage from my mind.
~K