The hair isnt so bad once you get used to it when its straight
Now i just need a haircut!

Last night around midnight somebody called asking for my mom by name -- i thought it was somebody she works with who just had surgery. I take her the phone and she comes out 15 minutes later crying saying that the call was from my Aunt and she explained that ( Read more... )

Missing glory like crazy!!

I dont even wanna think about what school's gonna be like w.o her...

Kinda glad school is gonna start. Im too bored here at home all day. And being at home with NOTHING to do is never good for me...

I can now say that i am over Mr. Mat Cooper and i have now moved onto an old friend -- Derek. Somebody slap me. And i can honestly say that i am starting to fall for my ex boyfriend Matt. God i hope he isnt reading this ( Read more... )

Yesterday i was sitting here -- i had just put my away message up that said "HE FUCKED ME OVER" and then Mat IMs me and hes like "dont you think that you should find out whats been going on with me before you start assuming shit?" He always says hes riding and stuff so how the hell am i supposed to think anything other than THAT. I had talked to a ( Read more... )

So im pretty sure now that i was used..

This kinda hurts
 -- a lot.

wallowing sounds good right about now
(then again so does sleep)

So...

Havent updated in awhile...

-- Been about a week.

So.i.met.somebody.
Really.nice.guy.
Excellent.date.
Wont.say.why.
Confusing.friends.
Im being told so many different things.
Its confusing!

Things went great and i really like him but i have Derek telling me to be careful -- over and over again. Basically telling me not to trust him. I did something ( Read more... )

Ok -- so i cant have Austin as anything other than a fuck buddy...
I chose Eric -- bad idea!
He chose me this morning around 3 am and everything was fine -- i was happy -- he seemed happy and i thought everything had finally started going my way. Then this morning he wakes me up at 12:50 and you can tell he wants to say something but he doesnt and ( Read more... )

OY OY OY
Ok...im having DUH a complete emotional overload due to the fact that i have 3 guys around right now and i have no clue what to do. Somebody is telling me to date 2 of them so i have a fall-back plan, but im not the kind of girl to date 2 guys. I can date one a cheat, but i cant date 2.

Too difficult.

So yesterday AJ got back from S. Padre ( Read more... )

I seriously thought this month was going to start looking up...

I had heard about 3 deaths of san antonio teens this month already and then i was informed that there was a 4th... A good friend of a friend of mine has passed on as well and i dont think i can take seeing another wrecked friend. Its impossible to sit there and not be alarmed or hurt ( Read more... )

I WENT TO THE CIRCUS...

YESTERDAY!

I was reverted back to my childhood and it was pretty cool. And there was this guy sitting down 4 rows and over 4 seats or something and he didnt look like he was having too much fun, which who looked like to be his mom and his sister. I shoulda gone down there and showed him a good time, but i decided to be a ( Read more... )