The beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair...
Yesterday i was sitting here -- i had just put my away message up that said "HE FUCKED ME OVER" and then Mat IMs me and hes like "dont you think that you should find out whats been going on with me before you start assuming shit?" He always says hes riding and stuff so how the hell am i supposed to think anything other than THAT. I had talked to a NUMBER of people and they all told me different things -- you guys know how that is. And so i went with a couple of them and flew off the handle...
Well i called him after he IMd me because he wouldnt answer the IMs. Sad i know...im pitiful. But i like him A LOT. He didnt answer the phone. I didnt leave a message. I called him this morning. This time leaving a message. But he hasnt called back. Im scared me wont. So i had a GREAT thing going and then i fucked it up because i assumed like i do every other time.
GREAT...