Comments | softertome: Hold on this is a long one

softertome

Hold on this is a long one

Jul 17, 2003 22:30

So yeah.. I'm sorry if this gets rambly. This whole year has really just been one big waste for me. Let us bring it back to the beginning. I fell for amanda back in july of last year and until last week i didn't really want anything to do with any other girl. So thats what went on for the entire year I just ignored every other girl. So other ( Read more... )

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It's Gunna Be Okay... anonymous July 17 2003, 20:29:30 UTC

Aww, my Joseph... Hmm. I dunno if I've "known" you that long to call you mine, but... I shall claim you. Yay. Well, doesn't look like you're having the greatest of days, are you my little golden ray of sunshine? I dunno, I might sound a little corny, but things will get better. I know you haven't done anything all summer. I know it sucks. Trust me, I've been baricaded in my room ever since school got out. Usually, I step foot outside.. like on my porch, once every week. It's very depressing ( ... )

Sorry Man... thetruthbetold July 17 2003, 21:54:36 UTC

Sorry man, all I can say is every season passes... not the thing most want to hear but true. There was a time for me about two years ago when everything came crashing down, caused by my actions more than others sure, but none the least it all disappeared. I spent a good four months in my basement coming to grips with myself. That's actually during the "season" I wrote 'Adoration' and 'What Is Fear' and most of the songs on that cheesy little acoustic demo you have. I know that I didn't get famous like that emo dude Chris but I like to think I became famous to myself ( ... )

hey obtainable July 17 2003, 23:18:07 UTC

hey i'm 20 and i've never had a girl friend. i've only had girls that liked me, and i was either too shy to talk to em, or didn't want to date a promiscuous girl that try to get me in the sack. it use to really get me down. i got to thinking about it, and i realised (this is only what worked for me) that clinging onto something and obsessing only becomes a hindrance to the friendship and also to the possibility of better things. juat be patient and love will come, that's what i tell myself. anyways i also got better when i started listening to less emo. missouri was hell for me i can tell i'm alot happier and more confident here then i ever was in mo. anyways, on one of my days off we should do something next week.

Hi Joey :) anonymous July 19 2003, 08:32:51 UTC

Don't fret my pet! Having "girlfriends" is highly overrated, especially when they aren't the girl God has for you. I guess I have to tell you the same thing I told your sister (what IS it with you Gilgallons?) GOD HAS SOMEBODY FABULOUS FOR YOU, but IN HIS TIME! Jeesh. But nooooooooooooooooooo, you just can't wait can you? (smile, I'm just teasin' you ( ... )

when shall we leave???? asparkofgrace July 19 2003, 15:48:35 UTC

dude...im ready to be outta this state too!!! let's go!!!

seriously...in a relationship for four years...and where did it go...NO WHERE!!!! dated a bunch of fools and where did it go...NO WHERE!!! the dating thing...way overrated. but i did learn something very valuble from it all...i needed to learn ot love myself...i needed to learn to love God more. and until you learn that very important lesson...there is not likely going to be love in your cards.

i know...im your sister...and you think i don't care...but i do. i hate seeing you bummed...but i never know what to do...because im just your "sister." and you don't ever seem very interested in hanging out with me.

anywho...i love ya.

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