Hold on this is a long one

[softertome]

So yeah.. I'm sorry if this gets rambly. This whole year has really just been one big waste for me. Let us bring it back to the beginning. I fell for amanda back in july of last year and until last week i didn't really want anything to do with any other girl. So thats what went on for the entire year I just ignored every other girl. So other

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It's Gunna Be Okay...

[anonymous]

Aww, my Joseph... Hmm. I dunno if I've "known" you that long to call you mine, but... I shall claim you. Yay. Well, doesn't look like you're having the greatest of days, are you my little golden ray of sunshine? I dunno, I might sound a little corny, but things will get better. I know you haven't done anything all summer. I know it sucks. Trust me, I've been baricaded in my room ever since school got out. Usually, I step foot outside.. like on my porch, once every week. It's very depressing.

I know what it's like to have a sucky love life. Before Dan, everything was downhill. The guys I went out with me were jerks. One hit me, the other dealed, and the other said to everyone in the school that the only reason he went out with me was because I "gave good head". For the record, I did not TOUCH a hair on that kid's body. Ewwk. Anyway... you're still so young. Someone IS out there for you. Trust me, there was a time where I didn't think that there was. But then... I started to fawn over my ex-boyfriend's best friend (Dan). Whoops? Lol but it turned out for the better. Who knows? Maybe this thing with Danielle will take off. You never know what's in store.

And as for the summer sucking... you should call up Dan! We'll adopt you! Yay! Well, I can only after school starts. That's when I'm not grounded anymore. But yea, we'll have fun. Whoop-ie? Heh.

Yea, I'm not gunna lie to you. You don't seem to be too happy. But the simplest thing can change that. And now.. I'm your friend! I'll be here for you, I will. Dan liked you... so you must have qualities that are worth it. Anytime you need anything, just ask...

And don't forget God. He's always there for you too.

Okay, enough of my book. Cheer up, Joseph. There's better days ahead.

.:-Michele