are you really happy?
today was pretty good.
two free drinks.
from starbucks.
i love them.
especially one. (oh) (yes) (how) (unhealthy)
school is...
ok done with that.
going to a show tomororw.
hopesfall?
or emery and brazil?
help me decide! tell me what you think!
im feelin emery.
i love boys.
i hate boys.
i love boys.
..ok.
i got a used copy of the saves the day ups and downs early recordings and b sides.
sweet. eight dollars. not to bad.
it makes me happy there is like a show every day for the next two months.
oh wait no. that makes me sad. cause you know i will end up going to hardly any.
not sweet.
your personable. not personal.
i dont know if im feelin that.
hmm. im realizing.
today.
gone to..
starbucks two times.
taco bell.
burger king.
cedar gardens.
.. you tell me what is wrong with that.
im thinking a lot.
i read caroline this thing from revolution canvas.
great little book. everyone go buy it.
well anyways. there is a section. i will type out for you all.
it is amazing.
it just asks a million questions. on life.
and basically what im getting to.
is life is pretty controlled by what?
and the whole reality thing i always talk about.
ahh what is reality. the real world? everyone talking about it.
meaning nothing. at all to me.
i live in my own world. seriously.
and i dont let many people in.
maybe 5. maybe. and then all of you. who read this.
strange. i can type the majority of my thoughts here.
but tell no one who i really know any of half of the stuff i talk about.
ah im making no sense.
i hate technology.
and im addicted to it.
sad. really sad.
i need to be in a band.
or play music with others.
its getting rediculous.
fuckers.
where.are.you.
when.im.out.
cause.im.waiting.
and.nothing.
changes.now.
hurry.
two free drinks.
from starbucks.
i love them.
especially one. (oh) (yes) (how) (unhealthy)
school is...
ok done with that.
going to a show tomororw.
hopesfall?
or emery and brazil?
help me decide! tell me what you think!
im feelin emery.
i love boys.
i hate boys.
i love boys.
..ok.
i got a used copy of the saves the day ups and downs early recordings and b sides.
sweet. eight dollars. not to bad.
it makes me happy there is like a show every day for the next two months.
oh wait no. that makes me sad. cause you know i will end up going to hardly any.
not sweet.
your personable. not personal.
i dont know if im feelin that.
hmm. im realizing.
today.
gone to..
starbucks two times.
taco bell.
burger king.
cedar gardens.
.. you tell me what is wrong with that.
im thinking a lot.
i read caroline this thing from revolution canvas.
great little book. everyone go buy it.
well anyways. there is a section. i will type out for you all.
it is amazing.
it just asks a million questions. on life.
and basically what im getting to.
is life is pretty controlled by what?
and the whole reality thing i always talk about.
ahh what is reality. the real world? everyone talking about it.
meaning nothing. at all to me.
i live in my own world. seriously.
and i dont let many people in.
maybe 5. maybe. and then all of you. who read this.
strange. i can type the majority of my thoughts here.
but tell no one who i really know any of half of the stuff i talk about.
ah im making no sense.
i hate technology.
and im addicted to it.
sad. really sad.
i need to be in a band.
or play music with others.
its getting rediculous.
fuckers.
where.are.you.
when.im.out.
cause.im.waiting.
and.nothing.
changes.now.
hurry.