MAKE IT GO AWAY!
My best friend is sitting next to me right now and she is scared that her dad is going to yell at her when she gets home because of skipping. she tells me she feels like a failure and wants to kill herself....how do i react to that? she isnt a failure!!!!!!! She is fucking awsome. and on top of that....i couldnt live without her in my life. yea her dad might be mad....but he wont hold a grudge against her forever. my parents are pissed off at me all the fucking time...when her dad found out...he told her "i love u" 2 times. I DONT EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME MY PARENTS SAID THAT TO ME!.it tears me up inside knowing how scared she is....ive been there b4...but now its my turn to sit here and not know what to do!. i hate this feeling..my sister....in pain....wanting unthoughtful things to happen upon herself....it fucking kills me inside. but i know i can make her smile sometimes....but that dont heal the scars. know he dad is saying that im a bad influence on her...me and her both influence each other. when we skip...we skip together...it isnt like i get down on my hands and knees and beg her to skip...i know we need to stop....but im NOT A BAD INFLUENCE!. me and her are just having a hard time in school and its getting to the point that it isnt for learning....its for headachs....and hard times...worrying about getting homework done on time.....im even missing 125 pionts in mythology. everyone else has their whole essay done.....i dont even have the body paragraphs done yet! they can anasize anything to the point of turning it inside out and runing the story. and im jus sitting there like....wtf.....how did u get that? they never said that in the story.....how did u pull that out of ur ASS!? i dont know what to do! i wish it would just all go away!...