IN PAIN!!!
EVERYONE THESE DAYS HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE. BUT EVERYONE I LIKE IS EITHER OUT OF MY LEAGUE OR TAKEN. LETS TAKE ALAN FOR EXAMPLE. HE HAS HAD A GF FOR 2 YEARS AND I HIGHLY DOUT IT WILL END ANY TIME SOON. THEN THERE IS ERICK....WELL WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT HIM.LOL..ONE DAY HE SAYS HE LIKES ME ALOT AND WE WERE TALKING ABOUT DATING. THEN I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET A HOLD OF HIM IN THE PAST 2 WEEKS AND WHEN I CALLED A FEW DAYS AGO...ON HIS HOME PHONE AND CELL...SOMEONE PICKED UP AND THEN HUNG UP W/OUT SAYING A WORD. COME ON NOW. HOW CAN U SAY U REALLY LIKE SOMEONE AND DO SHIT LIKE THAT? I REALLY WANT TO MEET SOMEONE WHO ISNT DOUBLE STANDERED. AND SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY CARES. I TRY SO HAD FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE THEM HAPPY...THEN THEY ACT LIKE THEY JUST CHANGE THEIR MIND.