CONFUSED!!!!!
there is this guy....he probly wont read this....so im safe to let it all out!currently i am dating Curtis Walker. but in the back of my head i have urges to be w/ someone....but the issue is that the other guy i have feelings for is GAY!. he is the awsomeist person in the world. he is so funny and i never get bored when im w/ him. i just saw him saterday and i felt like i was in heaven!. curtis is a great guy too! thats why im dating him.....he is always there for me and i know he truly loves me w/ all his heart!....but ROBERT is always there. i would be so depresed if i lost robert! i have known him for 3-4 years. we even dated b4. he is my WILL and i am his GRACE! i know its pointless, but im going to say it.....I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT I CANT BE! i am scared to tell him...i dont want h im to be like....wtf....and hate me for it. but i cant help my feelings...but when i am around him....i stop myself from just kissing him! i wanted to so bad on sat...u have no idea! OMG...its killing me inside!