dammmn

[sobeautifulpink]

once again, i hate it here. has it gotten old yet?? im sick of this place. the only good thing about here is brent anyways. all my friends think they lost me to him. they never call me either. i try to text them sometimes and i either dont get responses or things dont work out. i wana go back to where things were less complicated. where everyone

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[exotic_cucumber]

having a boyfriend doesn't always mean "you're married"... kelley i love you to death and i miss you! i want to hang out with you but a lot of the times i've tried brent told you that you couldn't or that you had to chill with him. no one is saying that it's all your fault, shit you fall for a guy and of course your'e going to want to see him.. i was the same way my freshman and sophmore year with james.. but i realized that i never really tried to hang out with anyone else and when james and i broke up i didn't have anyone cause i had been dating him the whole time and wasn't trying to make friends. you just have to get to the place where you give enough time for your boyfriend and make sure you have enough time with your friends.. i dunno. you've fallen in love and i'm really happy for you. you needed it =) i'm always here, i don't think i lost you to him i just don't get to see you as often but it's alright.

[sobeautifulpink]

me and brent are finally getting to the point where we realize that i need my girl time and he needs his boy time. he goes out and spends the night at friends houses and its totally cool. sometimes i feel like i lost my best friends because i have a bf. its not his fault, it just happened. when u guys told me that night that i was married...it was a huge reality check. i was just kinda like DAMN im 17 years old. next year is senior year and yes, i fell in love with him and i wana stay with him. but i wana make senior year really memorable. i wana go out with my girls and do crazy things and party and just have a blast. and i think he understands that. i just kinda feel like you guys gave up on me at this point and i never get invited anywhere anymore. then you say amanda is your closest friend and you always have pictures of the 2 of you and it just kinda hurts cuz i feel like it should be us 3. i duno. i just hate this =\ i wana be included too. i love you guys and we gotta stick together for next year. =\

[no_secrets]

hey i've been there.. and trust me things will turn around.. they're just scared that you've decided to ditch them for the boyfriend that you have and they don't i mean yes its one more person to add to the group to hang out with.. but sometimes people don't like new people coming in.. they think hes taking you away from them and you just have to let them know.. call them.. tell them that they haven't lost you.. if you cry its okay i did.. i promise they'll realize that they made a mistake by letting you walk away

[sobeautifulpink]

yea sometimes its just frustrating. and i kno im guilty of that "always wana hang out with the bf" syndrome. but we all do it, and i just kinda felt like i did it and then everyone hated me. like no second chances, no nothing. no we understand. i just felt dropped. ppl totally stopped calling me to chill...anything. its sad when the only person u hang out with every fucking day is your boyfriend. and next year is senior year and i wana do it right. keep the boyfriend but keep my friends and have an amazing last year with them.

[lorioribori]

that sounds so familiar.
i swear. this is such a routine with him
girl i know u...love him but be careful he sucks.

haha and i`m not saying that just because i DO have this huge..grudge against him.
i`m telling u because. fuck it happened before.

but you know even though we arent the best of friends i`m here.
&if he starts being gay & stuff. like he was. i`ll cut him =)

love ya doll!<3

[sobeautifulpink]

brents never done anything to hurt me so as far as im concerned right now he doesnt suck. but i guess thanx for the warning and thanx for being there love

[lorioribori]

give it some time.
just trust me..
he went through me, i said no to him.
chelsea, she said no.
and margo. and she said yes..

and he was all nice and kept her from her friends and..

then he screwed her over & changed completely.

and i`ve known him longer & seen him with other gf`s just..watch it.

[sobeautifulpink]

im a strong believer in ppl can change. im sry for all yalls bad luck and i appreciate that you feel you need to "warn" me but i really have fallen in love with him and i honestly believe him when he tells me he loves me. it just seems like you want me to hate him too. why do you have somn against him anyways?? and why is it impossible for you to believe that maybe he and i could have somn and maybe he wont screw me over?? just kinda frustrating.

i mean if he does...then my bad. but its like you wont even give it a chance. like you're telling me im destined to get fucked. thats not really fair...

[blondecrazbabe]

girrrrrrrllllll we all know we havent lost you. i love you to death and i love you and brent together... it's like bennifer only... brelley? hahaha i'm so gay. =) brents a great guy and totally great for you. we'll get to hang out one of these days... RASCAL FLATTS on the 29th... you know how we do ;)... i love you kel finn and dont think that you cant ever just run across the golf course to me cause you know i'll be there if you call me... hey who else would bring you an oreo ice cream bar or a star shaped lollipop when youre sad anyways... right? =)

[sobeautifulpink]

who else would let me come to their house at 8am and drive me home so i wont get in trouble. you are amazing court. thanx for always being there and understanding how i felt and what i was going thru. i love you!

[teal_tits]

I don't think I have ever hated someone more in my entire life. She is the sole reason for all of the drama in our group. I just don't understand what is going through her head. Honestly, think about the last time she got in a fight w/ us...does she not remember how fast she was shunned? If we were really her friends that never would've happened. She is making some of my best friends choose sides. Am I? No, b/c I understand that that will just create more drama. Is it wrong that I never want to speak to her again? No. She is a fucking coward. She will only bitch at people that she knows won't say anything back to her. She couldn't take responsibility for her actions. She is a compulsive liar. She reads people's text messages right in front of them, then gets mad when she finds something she wasn't supposed to read. She couldn't tell me face to face what she had done and had to write me a fucking note, that just made me hate her more. What grade are you in again? And you're the one calling me immature? I have never liked her in the