wow...

soo confused about life about love about everything.  what do you do when the one thing you want is something you know you can never have?  and what if everything in your life seems to be going that way?  what do you do when you can't even understand your own feelings and who can you expect to really understand?  where do you go when you need ( Read more... )

i dream of going to college and having a blast and being with the perfect guy and being happy and getting the hell outa here and partying with my faves and beach week and grad night and my hs diploma and summertime and country concerts and...

winter sucks and i want this year to be done

i wana run away to anywhere...anywhere but here

i can officially buy porn and cigarettes today. happy 18th birthday to me =)

lots of stuff has been going on lately...seems like its the same story with everyone.

got thru my surgery alive which is good =) gota make my follow-up appointment today.

christmas was pretty good.  i got almost everything on my list which made me really happy =)
+ i got an all-in-one printer, montgomery gentry cd, and gary allan cd from my dad
+ ( Read more... )

i just read shannons last update and it made me realize how good it would feel to bitch about some things.  im really sick of people as well and im just sick of this year.  i can't wait to graduate and regardless of whether i go to CNU or i go dance professionally, ill be getting the hell outa here and thats good enough for me.  everyone here bugs ( Read more... )

so i officially feel like shit....i hate having surgery!!!

i feel like i got run over by a truck.  i just wana curl up in a ball and die...lol...gross.

heyy everyone!! come to my nutcracker tomorrow!!!!

Place: Rachel Schlesinger Concert Hall
3001 N. Beauregard St. Alexandria ( directions )

i cant wait to get the fuck outa here...

wow...havent updated in forever!! things have been kinda crazy with ( Read more... )