dammmn
once again, i hate it here. has it gotten old yet?? im sick of this place. the only good thing about here is brent anyways. all my friends think they lost me to him. they never call me either. i try to text them sometimes and i either dont get responses or things dont work out. i wana go back to where things were less complicated. where everyone had fun partying and being crazy and no one cared what anyone else thought. where boyfriends didn't mean "you're married" and no one will hang out with you anymore. boyfriends just meant one more person to add to the group and to chill with. but, you see, this is all my fault. because im the one with a boyfriend, i lose all my friends here. you know, watever. and my fucking best friend has lost her mind. and im put second best to her stupid girlfriend. godd...sometimes i hate girls. i hate that everything is always my fault too. what the hell...i didnt do anything. excuse me for falling for someone. i didnt kno that meant i would lose all my girls. god watever...