Supernatural (warning spoilers for When the Levee Breaks)

[soapydreamer]

So I have just watched the latest epi of supernatural and...wow. Sam detoxing was soo intense and the people he saw. Let me just say that the actor who plays young Sam (his name alludes me at this moment) is really good. My heart hurt seeing these people play out what he felt but was too afraid to say himself. Like his teenage self telling him that he should have tried harder to be normal. I mean I know Jessica died but the kid was right that is the every excuse why he couldn't go back. And his mother voicing his feelings that Dean is weaker than him and that he is the stronger brother. But when he saw Dean down there I almost wanted to cry it was heartbreaking that he felt like he was a monster. Looking back to season 1 and our fresh faced college Sam it is amazing how he has transformed into this. Oh, where is my sweet Sammy? When Dean actually said the word monster out loud I knew that there was no way I was getting my boys together at the end. Sam has just gone off the deep and I don't know if we will be getting him back. Bobby, whom I absolutely love to pieces, couldn't shoot him and I love him for that. Sam knocking him out however, I have no love for that bit.

Writers you are driving me up a wall with anxiousness. This season finale will be epic no doubt and I for one will be glued to the tv for it all. I have enjoyed this season immensely and don't know what I will do till next season. Most likely rewatch the entire season and keep and a on the theory boards.