You know what sucks? Feeling like shit and then being trapped in a part of fic that should have an extensively happy scene, when you just want to write incredibly dark stuff instead to exorcise the demons. I'm having some serious mental health wobbles again, partially thanks to the medication I'm fiddling with and partially thanks to just having ( Read more... )

-I still wish there was some sort of statistics thing on Ao3 where you could find out how people find a given fic. (Not something that'd put even more work on the already overworked Ao3 volunteers' shoulders, but like an external tracking thing or something). Because I'm still getting 30+ hits a day on Because The World Belongs to the Devil ( ( Read more... )

HAS ANYONE GOT A FUCKING PAPER BAG BECAUSE THIS JUST SHOWED UP ON EBAY


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I don't even know how to say this without sounding like a total wanker, but I've come to a point in my life where I can't possibly take other people's shit any longer. I can't maintain friendships where the other person is a complete mess, and even if that makes me feel like a monster, I can't hang onto something that's constantly triggering me and ( Read more... )

-I've been feeling a bit more stressed and depressed recently, and I think it's down to a couple of things:

( About introversion and stuff and also how it relates to fannish behaviour )

Found this quote today, and it's very very true. Although it is very hard to remember this every day, or live up to it, but it's still very valuable knowledge to have within your head.

Watch your thoughts--they become words ( Read more... )

Am watching Survival extras. NGH ( Read more... )

Well, shit, it kept me awake last night, so I have to get it off my chest ( Read more... )

Frank's home from the hospital. I'm really happy to see him be wiggly and bouncey, especially thanks to tuskel and everything. It's been a while since I was so happy for other people being happy, so yay for that.

Otherwise, I have Places To Escape to this week with Baroque squee at the Theatre Royal, will see if spacefall needs any fanning or glasses of water ( Read more... )