Oct 30, 2007 18:34
Me: I'm going to lose it!
Cono: Please don't lose it. If you do, I'll have to buy you a new one and they can be expensive.
And he has this ability to make no sense but yet make sense at the same time.
Work still BLOWS. Actually. It has gotten worse. I don't know how that is possible. I have now been staying at work from 6 am to 6 pm. I spent 2 hours yesterday just doing my MAIL from 4-6pm. How pathetic is that. I feel like i'm being swamped with such nonsense that I do not have any time to just work on my files and manage them effectively so I can get them closer to closure. The environment has gotten horrific to the point where I think we are all just waiting to see who cracks first and is checked in to the psych ward. And that's not even trying to be funny. It's completely true.
I have never felt so miserable about work before in my life.
I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am chained to my desk. I pump out work like it's no one's business, yet i am making no progress. It is the most frustrating thing that i think anyone could ever experience--just to know that no matter how hard I work, no matter how hard I try to make a dent into my To Do List, I don't see any relief of my stress.
I hate how I keep complaining about this in my livejournal. I hate being this person.
My grandpa was also in the hospital this past week with congestive heart failure. Thank god he is doing better now. They had to shock his heart back in to place and he seems to be doing very well right now.
The only good thing about this week is that I will be seeing Bon Jovi on Saturday with Marina and that is making me very happy.
BAH.
LIFE.