Oct 19, 2007 18:33
This job is going to be the end of me. I've been coming home with tension headaches every night and pass out by 8pm. I really need to relax. I've taken up a nice work out routine and it helps relieve some of the stress at least. So no need to worry about me at this time. When you start to see steam coming out of my ears because I'm having a breakdown, you can call for assistance :).
I have been having dreams all week that I have a big tsunami wave coming at me and i keep dodging it, then another one comes and I dodge that one. Then there's always one big ass wave that comes I am finished struggling after the first smaller waves, and it takes me under water and then i wake up. Hm. Doesn't take a psychologist to figure out what that one means!!!!
I can't think of a better way to explain it right now. No matter what I do- I'm fucking drowning.
Last weekend was a fun time. I went out to dinner with Sarah, Cawley and Carolyn after work on Friday and had a good time. We also saw Across the Universe which was an amazing movie. If you love the Beatles, I highly recommend this movie. There's about a half hour that is completely cracked out and could be cut out, but I guess it represented the 70's drug times. But either way, it was ingenious to me and I have never seen anything like it. On Saturday I worked from 9-3pm. I know, I know. ON A SATURDAY. I worked. This is what my life has come to. And you know what? It still did not put a dent into my workload. Anyway, then I drove down to Cono's and we relaxed which was much needed. We went out to a nice Italian restaurant and then tried to shop for our Halloween Costumes. We really wanted to be Double Dare Contestants, which seriously would have been hilariously fun. But we could not find any bright red or blue sweatpants or knee/arm pads ANYWHERE. I guess when you really need them, i guess they are hard to find. Anyway, now we are going to be a waitress and a chef, not too original, but I bought a red wig and we are going to make Cono fat and mustache-y, so I think it can be fun.
As for this weekend, I'm looking forward to snuggling up in my bed in an hour, watching a movie and passing out. I know it's pretty lame for a Friday night, but it will definitely help get rid of this tension headache I've had all week. Tomorrow is TCNJ homecoming and I am so excited about it. I can't wait to see everyone and just forget about this awful week (or month or monthS). The weather is going to be nice which will be good. I will probably be drunk by Noon. O, how i miss college sometimes.
YAY!
Here's to next week being a better one! :)