Nov 06, 2007 18:46
work is pretty much the same. I have actually become numb. I find myself just pumping out work and not realizing the time fly by. I have been trying to just focus and work, because stressing about whatever comes my way will not get the job done. So instead of wasting time stressing, i just do. In just doing, i am getting alot of crap done and taken care of. Today I actually went out for ice cream at coldstone with a co-worker just to cheer ourselves up. It was much needed. I felt like a little kid, and i guess you need that sometimes.
otherwise, i am just so happy. Today i took 5 minutes from what I was doing and just stopped and thought "wow. i am just so happy". For those 5 minutes, instead of thinking about work and getting things done, i thought about what *i* was actually feeling aside from my work life, and i am just so genuinely happy. I had a great weekend, I am so absolutely in love it's ridiculous, and i have the best friends a girl could ever hope for. That's what is getting me through right now.