hey i thought i already told you this, but please add my other journal kame_no_arashi cause im gonna delete this one as soon as i transfer all comms to my other account.
i haven't been well, to be honest. every time i try to go back into RL, i start tearing up and wanna cry myself asleep and not do anything. i think i spend like at LEAST 65% je nowadays
SORRY! i haven't been on LJ at all! but yeah, i'll add your new account!~ please save me back XD!~
aww, why is that?? is RL being too rough?? i have days when i feel like that too, but i try my best to cheer up, or just take the day off for a "me" time, but i'm not sure how to advice on this, i hope you feel better, and escaping for RL isn't so bad, ne? As long as it keeps you away from depression thoughts~
as for me...well the semester is ending, so that's the only thing killing me slowly~~ ^^;
i will definitely add you back if you add me! :) i just dont wanna add people unless they add me cause im not even sure who's on LJ now or not, so in order to keep my LJ full of at-least-somewhat-active users, that's what i gotta do.
idk wtf is wrong, but i just cant bring myself to even smile, unless i'm with friends. when that happens, i just force a smile >< i wish i could take the day off for a "me" time, but sadly i can't because my family won't leave me alone. thank you~ using JE to escape from RL isn't bad, unless you're being threatened that your whole fucking collection will be thrown away if you dont go out of your way to do stuff. right now, i've totally given up on life. i think the only time i keep away from suicidal thoughts is whenever i'm occupying myself with je stuff. i wanted to go counseling but my mom is against that since she is convinced that the only thing i'll do there is talk about how the whole family is bitchy towards me and stuff. and then when i told her fine, whatever, she's now like "you can go if you
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just wanted to say that, hahaha sorry
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how have you been?? ^^
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i haven't been well, to be honest. every time i try to go back into RL, i start tearing up and wanna cry myself asleep and not do anything. i think i spend like at LEAST 65% je nowadays
you?
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aww, why is that?? is RL being too rough?? i have days when i feel like that too, but i try my best to cheer up, or just take the day off for a "me" time, but i'm not sure how to advice on this, i hope you feel better, and escaping for RL isn't so bad, ne? As long as it keeps you away from depression thoughts~
as for me...well the semester is ending, so that's the only thing killing me slowly~~ ^^;
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idk wtf is wrong, but i just cant bring myself to even smile, unless i'm with friends. when that happens, i just force a smile >< i wish i could take the day off for a "me" time, but sadly i can't because my family won't leave me alone. thank you~ using JE to escape from RL isn't bad, unless you're being threatened that your whole fucking collection will be thrown away if you dont go out of your way to do stuff. right now, i've totally given up on life. i think the only time i keep away from suicidal thoughts is whenever i'm occupying myself with je stuff. i wanted to go counseling but my mom is against that since she is convinced that the only thing i'll do there is talk about how the whole family is bitchy towards me and stuff. and then when i told her fine, whatever, she's now like "you can go if you ( ... )
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