What could I really say?
Its meeee! Yeah, I know, haven't been here in a while. But like I said in my previous entry.... There are times when MySpace just doesn't cut it for me. Especially when I have a lot on my mind. As a matter of fact, I don't have that much on my mind this time. I am writing just to write. Isn't that nice? lol.
Anyway, school is going pretty great. I hate college life. and independence, and being grown up..... pshhhh yeah right.
I`m going to Orlando this weekend! =) So excited!
Last weekend I spent it with my little Jennie. She's such a charmer. I love her. I don't have any sisters, so her and Eileen kinda just fill that spot in for me. I mean, my brother is cool, but he's no chick. lol.
Lately I've been doing A LOT of thinking. And I`ve come to an agreement with myself, that for once, I am truly and genuinely happy. There are knicks and knacks that I need to work on. But I think happiness can't be measured by PERFECTION. What I mean by this is that you can't measure your happiness depending on how PERFECT your life is. Some people sit there and look at every single aspect of their lives and figure that they're not happy just because some areas are far from perfect. For a long time, I was one of those people who thought that parties, friendships, material things, and boys equaled happiness. And it seemed that whenever I'd have one, I wouldn't have the other. But I have figured now that sometimes happiness means sacrifices, it means being hurt, it means being let down, and it means making mistakes. Its the whole "sunshine after the rain" thing. I have seen plenty of rain.... I have had my heartbroken, I have been let down by friends, I have partied, & now, I am happy. I learned a lot from all of this, and there is not ONE tear I would trade in. Because the fact of the matter is, thanks to that rain, I am who I am now. And I am happier than ever. I loveeee it.
Soooo with that said.... I am off to start my wonderful weekend of family, friends, roadtrips, and parties. =)
Anyway, school is going pretty great. I hate college life. and independence, and being grown up..... pshhhh yeah right.
I`m going to Orlando this weekend! =) So excited!
Last weekend I spent it with my little Jennie. She's such a charmer. I love her. I don't have any sisters, so her and Eileen kinda just fill that spot in for me. I mean, my brother is cool, but he's no chick. lol.
Lately I've been doing A LOT of thinking. And I`ve come to an agreement with myself, that for once, I am truly and genuinely happy. There are knicks and knacks that I need to work on. But I think happiness can't be measured by PERFECTION. What I mean by this is that you can't measure your happiness depending on how PERFECT your life is. Some people sit there and look at every single aspect of their lives and figure that they're not happy just because some areas are far from perfect. For a long time, I was one of those people who thought that parties, friendships, material things, and boys equaled happiness. And it seemed that whenever I'd have one, I wouldn't have the other. But I have figured now that sometimes happiness means sacrifices, it means being hurt, it means being let down, and it means making mistakes. Its the whole "sunshine after the rain" thing. I have seen plenty of rain.... I have had my heartbroken, I have been let down by friends, I have partied, & now, I am happy. I learned a lot from all of this, and there is not ONE tear I would trade in. Because the fact of the matter is, thanks to that rain, I am who I am now. And I am happier than ever. I loveeee it.
Soooo with that said.... I am off to start my wonderful weekend of family, friends, roadtrips, and parties. =)