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I never knew I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Yes, its me, updating the old LJ. Because there are times when MySpace just doesn't do it for me. Lets see, where do I start?
Life: is going pretty well at the moment, I can't really complain.
School: I'm doing really well in all my classes.... Possibly way better than I ever did in High School. I have decided on a Major (for now) Poly Sci, and a Minors in Philosophy. Ofcourse, this is likely to change. However, its what I want for now.
College life: Is different than high school. Thats for sure. Not just on an academic level.... But in many other ways as well. As a matter of fact, I've learned a lot from the transition. I've learned that it doesn't matter if you don't know what you want out of "tomorrow", as long as you know who you are today. I've learned who my true friends are.... and who are not.... And its basically been narrowed down to nothing but my family and Jonathan. Thats why I agree so much with those lyrics from The Fray..... You gotta wait to see the smoke and who's still standing when it clears. People in your life are seasons. They change, and thats ok.
I'm happier than I've been in a while, but I feel like I'm missing a part of me. But thats fine as well. Time heals everything, eventually.
My grandmother had a stroke in mid-October, but thankfully she's doing great. She's actually back to normal. It was a pretty hard time for my entire family, but everything is back to normality for the most part.
I cant wait until Saturday night! Eileen's birthday party! =) We're gonna get CRUNK! lol. I <3 My big sister. She's not REALLY my sister, but she's been there for me more than anyone else, through thick, thin, and everything in-between. & its not like she HAS to just because she's family, she's there for me because she genuinely cares, which is more than I can say about most "friends". If anyone deserves the happiest birthday ever, its definitely her. So.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN!
& Thats it for tonight.
<3
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