finally, peace!
I have not updated this LJ in a long time and so much has happened! Well, I got passed the last weeks of school and had a somewhat fun time doing it. Last Friday me and my dad drove down to North Carolina were Im spending my summer and maybe moving to! So, anywho, we got here friday night at like 10:15 and it was sooo cool from then on. Brian was here with Tiffany, Zach, and Johnny. It was so good seeing Brian, I mean WOW! It was so odd to have talked to him on the phone and on the computer for so long and than get to see him in person after a few months. That night we stayed up and had tuna outside and talked for a while! Getting to talk to him was so great, I can open up and tell him things that I never like to talk about! Im so happy that I met him...I mean WOW! On Saturday we all went out to Carowind and omg, some friggin scary rides! The first one we went on was Top Gun and I will never go one anything like that again. But I went with Brian so that made it better on me. The next ride was this old school rollercoster that was really fun...I could have done that like a million times. Then we went on the bumper cars, the scooby doo ride, and then a water ride that was real fun. After Carowinds we went out to a gas station/fireworks shop and got a bunch of fireworks like those popper things...Brian likes to throw them at ppl...I have the mark on my shirt to prove it lol. So anywho, on the ride to Longhorn for Johnnys b-day dinner Brian and I sat in the bakc of the van and he helped me fall asleep my slowly running his hands over my arms...and touching my face! That sounds odd but it was the best thing ever.He thought I was alseep the whole time, and I was, but I was awake enough to know what he was doing, haha. So after dinner,which rocked, we went home and had tuna lol! Later that night after Zach was alseep and tiff and Johnny were haveing a talk in her room, me and Brian were laying on my bed and my gosh, I just felt so happy being there with him. He was on his belly and I was nexy to him on my back and he had him arm over me! wow, when I think about it it makes me so happy and thankful that God brought him into my life!Ok, so sunday...the sad sad day! After church, which was very different for me, we went to get some stake that johnny could make because he makes the best stake ever. After stake I so didnt want Brian to leave but he did and it was so sad. But before he left I was able to really open up to him and tell him how I felt which was a first for me lol. When he left it was realy hard on me, I felt a blankness in my heart but at the same time I was overjoyed that I was able to be with him. So, that was my first weekend in NC and it rocked! I hope my life here gets better becaue that would really rock!