when everything is lonely I can be my own best friend

I've started doing things on my own now. About a month ago I decided to get a job. I haven't been able to get one because transportation was an issue, but I decided to hell with it and I would figure it out. Things have fallen into place with it and I really like my job. I like the feeling of ( Read more... )

I haven't posted a lot since college has begun and I'm sorry about that. I am on break now. So I am one semester down and I have to say, I ended it on a weird note. I don't think I posted as much because I wanted to "live" instead of think. It didn't work. I lived a little too much and didn't think enough. I feel really lost. This semester kinda ( Read more... )

The one and only ( Read more... )

Note to self: If you decide to befriend a pack of lesbians, please note they are really nice and fun, but could cause you to enter a weird love hexagon.

That is all.

So I haven't legit updated since my big blowup with my roommate. Things have gotten better because we speak as little as possible. If she knows I am in the apartment she will stay in her room or leave to hang with her friends. I don't really give a shit because she is still rude ( Read more... )

Today I feel really homesick. I have never felt like this, ever in my life. This morning it just hit me in the stomach like a punch. I wanted to cry on the way to class. Now I am back at the apartment crying like a little vagina. I am listening to Transatlanticism and just bawling. I miss my friends and my mom so much. I wish I stronger than this. ( Read more... )

So I have officially been in college for nearly a month. Last night I had my first big roommate conflict. Claire A and I just got into it. It started off as a calm sort of intervention type of thing. Her rudeness has been mounting for some time. Then she said something that just set me off. I stormed out of the apartment at 11 o clock BOILING MAD ( Read more... )

So my first and second day of classes are over.
It was pretty okay.
My first class was at 8:30 but it wasn't so bad because
A: I'm a morning person
B: It was an hour and
C: It was my only class of the day.

It is an Intro to Astronomy class called "From Cosmos to Earth" and is taught by this adorable old man.
The girl who sits next to me in the class ( Read more... )

I was supposed to leave August 4th for Texas but due to my ear problem I couldn't. Now i have to drive to Tennessee with my mom and then have my dad pick me up from there and drive me to Texas. I was all ready to leave. I had said good bye to my friends, cried and then the doctor said NO DICE ( Read more... )

Forgot to mention I was not emotional at all at Graduation and didn't really give a shit. My speech went off really well though. If anyone wants graduation pictures let me know (I am sure no one does but hey assuming is frowned upon ( Read more... )