you were right, i'm hangin round because....
i think my lip ring is infected.
i think my relationship is infected.
i was watching james and mandy and josh and misty tonight and i was very jealous. even with josh being fucking insane, he can be a pretty good boyfriend at times. and james....well, i always knew he'd be an amazing boyfriend.
and mandy is beyond deserving.
matt wanted to look at my livejournal. no.
all night i contemplated just saying, " i think we should see other people". that sounds so weird though.
it's just that he doesn't really pay attention to me when mandy is around. i'm not being stupid or jealous, but he will go out of his way to look at her and not me. i've noticed.
just. fuck. this.
i think my relationship is infected.
i was watching james and mandy and josh and misty tonight and i was very jealous. even with josh being fucking insane, he can be a pretty good boyfriend at times. and james....well, i always knew he'd be an amazing boyfriend.
and mandy is beyond deserving.
matt wanted to look at my livejournal. no.
all night i contemplated just saying, " i think we should see other people". that sounds so weird though.
it's just that he doesn't really pay attention to me when mandy is around. i'm not being stupid or jealous, but he will go out of his way to look at her and not me. i've noticed.
just. fuck. this.