you can't deal with me, i can't deal with you

[smokepixie]

i don't know why i feel compelled to push people away. or hurt them.

i'm sorry.

i am just confused and i don't see how this could have happened. i am not the type of person that condones cheating in any form. it's just that things get really fuzzy when i'm in a relationship and sometimes i need a little clarity.

on the up side, school is good. work is tolerable.