you know what?
nothing bothers me anyomre. it's not worth it. not worth worrying about, not worth thinking about, not worth stressing about, not worth wishing or hoping for. nothing bothers me, cuz it's not worth being bothered about. i just have to wash a sweatshirt, more mental than functional... and just get over stuff. leave it all behind, no more waiting around, i've waited long enough, and maybe i'll be surprised and someone will come after me... but there's no use getting my hopes up, if it was gonna happen it would have already, and it's not going to.