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I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline
When I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you
Are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion
You were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday
Was the day that I was born
There's not much to examine
There's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious
If you have to ask me why
I say good-bye...
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care, and I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay
Everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction? I only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care, and I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway...
I've come to find, I may never know
Your changing mind, is it friend or foe?
I rise above or sink below
With every time you come and go
Please don't, you come and go
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care, and I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyways...
Gosh darn it, why must i always go and get myself into trouble. I was doing so good, but for gosh darn sakes i'm only human. I really shouldn't even put myself in the situation, cuz i know what will happen. It's not that i can't handle it, it's just that deep down, I don't want to handle it, i just want to go with it, but i also know deep down, that all it's gonna do is screw with me in the end. Someone somewhere is laughing, because for two people to be in this situation, for me to feel how i do about her, and knowing the chances of anything coming of those feelings are slim to none... someone has a cruel sense of humor. I'd do anything for her, I really would, but i don't know what i should do. Why is this happening? Is it to teach me a lesson, to teach her a lesson, to teach both of us something? I thought perhaps that I could convince her that it's worth taking that chance, to leap, if you will. But i'm not even sure if she wants to, or if it's even crossed her mind. She's not in the "leaping" frame of mind right now. But of course i've leaped, knowing full well that odds are i'm gonna end up face first against a large hard wall... but if you truly believe it's worth the leap, and you are truly inspired to leap, then it's all worth it right? If that's the case, then it's all worth it.
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline
When I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you
Are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion
You were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday
Was the day that I was born
There's not much to examine
There's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious
If you have to ask me why
I say good-bye...
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care, and I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay
Everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction? I only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care, and I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway...
I've come to find, I may never know
Your changing mind, is it friend or foe?
I rise above or sink below
With every time you come and go
Please don't, you come and go
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care, and I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price
Worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyways...
Gosh darn it, why must i always go and get myself into trouble. I was doing so good, but for gosh darn sakes i'm only human. I really shouldn't even put myself in the situation, cuz i know what will happen. It's not that i can't handle it, it's just that deep down, I don't want to handle it, i just want to go with it, but i also know deep down, that all it's gonna do is screw with me in the end. Someone somewhere is laughing, because for two people to be in this situation, for me to feel how i do about her, and knowing the chances of anything coming of those feelings are slim to none... someone has a cruel sense of humor. I'd do anything for her, I really would, but i don't know what i should do. Why is this happening? Is it to teach me a lesson, to teach her a lesson, to teach both of us something? I thought perhaps that I could convince her that it's worth taking that chance, to leap, if you will. But i'm not even sure if she wants to, or if it's even crossed her mind. She's not in the "leaping" frame of mind right now. But of course i've leaped, knowing full well that odds are i'm gonna end up face first against a large hard wall... but if you truly believe it's worth the leap, and you are truly inspired to leap, then it's all worth it right? If that's the case, then it's all worth it.