hey hey hey

Sep 06, 2002 14:14

so classes aren't bad. books are expensive, but what else is new right? actually nothing is really.

saw this girl a couple of times. saw her during orientation and at the NSOA party. she's so pretty. she's got a little longer than shoulder length brownish blonde hair. a beautiful face, and a figure to kill for. wow. her eyes, i'm not really sure what color they are... maybe blue? but i saw her wearing this aqua colored tank top, and her eyes just seemed to really jump out and sparkle. wow. saw her today, outside pray. we talked a little bit. you know how hot girls like... you always figure that they are nice to look at but that you would never date one right? yeah well it seems that maybe hot girls just don't get approached or something. we got to talkin, and it seems that some hot girls aren't holding out for abercrombie model frat boy wanna-be's. guess all ya gotta do is talk to them? and find out that contrary to popular belief, not all really attractive girls are super bitches obsessed with drinking, partying, sex, and money, but are actually looking for someone they can talk to, cuddle with, and just feel safe and cared for... yeah, it would be nice to meet a girl like that. there is a girl, she is beautiful, but i haven't really talked to her or anything. sure i stopped her from gettin in her car at the party, cuz she was drunk. she wasn't driving but you know, you can never be too careful. she said she really appreciated it though... saw her yesterday outside pray, and she said "hi" should have stopped and talked to her maybe. oh well.

i miss that, having someone to hold, having someone who can light up your world with one word, or smile, someone who can take you in their arms, look into your eyes, and make you feel like... like you are really needed, that they need you. i miss having someone i can greet with a smile, a kiss, and a hug. someone i can sneak up behind and put my arms around, and kiss behind the ear and say, "hey beautiful, how's it goin". i wish i could find someone who wanted that, or felt like that about me. i'm tired of waiting around... but what else can you do right? there's someone somewhere, i'm sure, maybe she looks like that beautiful stranger... maybe not. maybe she's right under my nose... but i'm tired of looking, tired of trying, i'll sit it out a bit and wait for someone to come to me. i know it won't happen, cuz it never works like that, i always have to go out and work for it, for better or worse, but right now, i don't feel like it, and i'm tired of it. so i'll just wait. who knows, maybe someone will surprise me...

naw, probably not, if anyone really wanted to surprise me it probably would have happened a long time ago.
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