There's always a rainbow.

[smileycrayons]

I'm so much stronger now
I'm so much braver now
I've changed. I'm changing.
I'm not afraid anymore.
I'm not afraid of anything
at all.
Pushing forward
allowing myself
to hurt and cry when it hurts
but never losing faith
never giving up.
That's the decision I made.
I don't go back once I will it.
This is my life.
It's hard
but I don't want an easy life.
I want to experience and learn
as much as I can.
No matter how much pain I'm in
I know I'm not the only one
There's other people in pain too
People in even more pain
So I'm always okay.
I can handle it.
Facing everything
Accepting everything
Living everything.
I finally love myself.
You don't even know
The places I'll go
The things I'll do.
I'll be more
than you ever saw in me
Because I see it
so clearly now.
I'm listening to my voice now.
What you did; what you do
it's not okay at all.
I'm not holding back
from telling you that now.
I won't let you pull me down
with you.
But I see how you try
I see the good in you
I remember all that you did for me
And when it comes down to it
I just love you.
I'm grateful to you.
This is what happiness is.
Living without resisting.
And now I know
when to let go
of people who don't
love me or see me
the way I deserve to be.
Never again will I
allow myself to settle
or cause myself to suffer
or tell myself
those horrible things
I used to.
Because I'm worth so much more.
I'll always be changing
Just as everything does
And I'm not afraid of it.
I want to go to all those places
and meet all those people
and achieve all of my dreams.
And I know that I will.
Just watch me.
Blossom. Fly. Rise.
I said that once before
back when I had no hope at all.
Even then
I believed
That one day, I would finally see.
And I did.
I do.