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[smileycrayons]

Someone told me once
that everyone
has to fight for their life.
I'm always fighting,
I'll always be fighting.
I'm strong enough.
I can do anything
I can be anyone
if I allow myself to.
Life can be so beautiful
if I open my heart.
I read my old entires a lot.
I don't think
I needed to live the way I did.
Struggling, suffering.
I was so blinded.
I gave up before I even tried.
But I won't this time.
I won't give up.
I'll do all I can
I'll give all I can
Say everything I need to say
So I don't have any regrets.
If I don't tell you
the things I feel,
they will never become real.
I have so much
to be grateful for.
I used to be an empty, angry
shell of a person.
I feared I'd never love again.
Now I feel every moment.
Now I care about someone
so much it hurts.
I've come this far.
And I'll go even farther.
Fighting.