I am in pain again. I am suffering again. I am LONELY!! I have only to be accountable for myself. I need only act responsibly toward myself.ACK! This is scary again. I know. Just stop. Just go to bed. It is a good thing that I decided to go to the OA website. I bet I have written after binges before. I just feel so very yucky. Really I do. I hate ( Read more... )