New week.
I will be gone hopefully the first week of March. I will not kill myself. That is not how I will be gone. I hope to be in Maine. I have been thinking about trading your shackles for mine. First we have to take them off each other. Maybe by then we wont want them back on at all. Someone will not be getting a fair deal somehow. The person must have gotten something. There must be some incentive somehow. I like wasting my day in this way. I do no like eating garbage though. Maybe For this month I will keep track of not only my income and expenses but also my intakes....My consumption. Of food.
Today, I will start today.
Oatmeal. Banana. Agave syrup.
Juice of two carrots, one celery, one orange and ginger.
Good.
Coffee with half and half. About four cups so far.
Two sand dollar sized pancakes, banana, sip of lemon cream creation, nibble of bittersweet chocolate, bite of cauliflower, hmmm. anything else at my home base?
Morrocann Chevre beef burger on french bread. Marinated red peppers, red onion, mayo, romaine lettuce, mint tea, Good so far. That is where I am.
I will not have a chance to update this after dinner. I think I shall have. Oh. I am really not hungry right now. It's hard to think about ever being hungry again. An apple sounds nice. I don't have any.
I will go for a jaunt tonight. If I can't sleep I will go for another. I will wash clothing. I shall eat raw tonight. Mmmm. Carrots. That is the only real raw thing I have. And bananas. and onions and eggplant and brocolli. Oh yes, I've got it. I will make a red cabbage salad/slaw deal. I will squeeze the juice of the orange, put some ginger in it. Shred some carrot. use the last of the green onion. Dress it with oil and vinegar. Unfortunately we are all out of rice vinegar. We do however have plain vinegar. That will work. I could make lentils or barely if I feel like it. I really feel like I need some detoxing though.
Last night I ate. I mean I ate. ate ate I ate. The strange makes me feel fat and huge ate. Crispy thin crackers with jam. about four? My rice deal from earlier, cheese galore. Ug. Sheeps milk parmesan on those little crisps, smoked gouda plain, then I make pasta and put obnoxious orange cheese powder that I found from an Annies mac and cheese deal. Garbage. Basura. I felt awful eating it. really bad. I stopped. The fullness numbed me. It really did. I am hungover from this experience.
Gotta get going on these steps.
Need proffesional help for my bike.
Paycheck coming Friday.
M. Dooley Thursday.
Workout outside of class.
Collect snippets.
I am sleepy now. Stop hurting.
Fall in love now. Listen to Erykah.
Well.....Now I go to work. i work for three and a half hours. I listen to music. I speak to myself. Pretty good gauge of how this week will go. I love the fresh air. I hope to get more of it. I like to smell like freash aire.
Ugh. So fucking stuffed, I want to puke. GOODNESS help me. Gross. I hadn't eaten meat in awhile there. Okay. Heeeeeeere's BEEF!!! Welcome to Adelle, home of the land and free of the brave.
And how are you cow. Female cows. Lots of them. Cows are female right. Chickens are female right? Bud is female....yeah. No more thinking about it.
Renee loved me last night. I wanted to consume her. I love her. Am I small or am I big. I hate this. Why do I hurt? My knees feel trashed.
Bye!!
Today, I will start today.
Oatmeal. Banana. Agave syrup.
Juice of two carrots, one celery, one orange and ginger.
Good.
Coffee with half and half. About four cups so far.
Two sand dollar sized pancakes, banana, sip of lemon cream creation, nibble of bittersweet chocolate, bite of cauliflower, hmmm. anything else at my home base?
Morrocann Chevre beef burger on french bread. Marinated red peppers, red onion, mayo, romaine lettuce, mint tea, Good so far. That is where I am.
I will not have a chance to update this after dinner. I think I shall have. Oh. I am really not hungry right now. It's hard to think about ever being hungry again. An apple sounds nice. I don't have any.
I will go for a jaunt tonight. If I can't sleep I will go for another. I will wash clothing. I shall eat raw tonight. Mmmm. Carrots. That is the only real raw thing I have. And bananas. and onions and eggplant and brocolli. Oh yes, I've got it. I will make a red cabbage salad/slaw deal. I will squeeze the juice of the orange, put some ginger in it. Shred some carrot. use the last of the green onion. Dress it with oil and vinegar. Unfortunately we are all out of rice vinegar. We do however have plain vinegar. That will work. I could make lentils or barely if I feel like it. I really feel like I need some detoxing though.
Last night I ate. I mean I ate. ate ate I ate. The strange makes me feel fat and huge ate. Crispy thin crackers with jam. about four? My rice deal from earlier, cheese galore. Ug. Sheeps milk parmesan on those little crisps, smoked gouda plain, then I make pasta and put obnoxious orange cheese powder that I found from an Annies mac and cheese deal. Garbage. Basura. I felt awful eating it. really bad. I stopped. The fullness numbed me. It really did. I am hungover from this experience.
Gotta get going on these steps.
Need proffesional help for my bike.
Paycheck coming Friday.
M. Dooley Thursday.
Workout outside of class.
Collect snippets.
I am sleepy now. Stop hurting.
Fall in love now. Listen to Erykah.
Well.....Now I go to work. i work for three and a half hours. I listen to music. I speak to myself. Pretty good gauge of how this week will go. I love the fresh air. I hope to get more of it. I like to smell like freash aire.
Ugh. So fucking stuffed, I want to puke. GOODNESS help me. Gross. I hadn't eaten meat in awhile there. Okay. Heeeeeeere's BEEF!!! Welcome to Adelle, home of the land and free of the brave.
And how are you cow. Female cows. Lots of them. Cows are female right. Chickens are female right? Bud is female....yeah. No more thinking about it.
Renee loved me last night. I wanted to consume her. I love her. Am I small or am I big. I hate this. Why do I hurt? My knees feel trashed.
Bye!!