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Again, I find myself looking at people's pictures. Photos. There was a person I saw who I wanted to remember. I want pictures with people. I think she is beautiful. It is not enough at this moment. There is more that is there, yet the whole has not been broken down and recognized. It is not strong enough of an image in my mind to hold on to and go back to when out of hope.
Technically I may not even be a whole person because I have no definite middle or end.I mean where is my beginning anyway. This is the reason why life is like love. We invest so much into it that we make it ours. it becomes real that way to us. There still is the slippery moment of realizing it's an illusion. I think of this when I pretend to hold up a cieling or the sky in Kung Fu. Once I had a eyewidedning thought that I really wasn't holding up any thing. I was there, and I need.
The thought that IS strong enough today, is remembering that nothing that other people do or say is about me. I keep on remembering over and over and it really helps. I am wearing...interesting clothing today. Kinda mixed up really.
Oh. I have to go and catch a bus. I have to meet it and get to know it for what will be in 15 minutes.
Love to the reader from the writer.
Technically I may not even be a whole person because I have no definite middle or end.I mean where is my beginning anyway. This is the reason why life is like love. We invest so much into it that we make it ours. it becomes real that way to us. There still is the slippery moment of realizing it's an illusion. I think of this when I pretend to hold up a cieling or the sky in Kung Fu. Once I had a eyewidedning thought that I really wasn't holding up any thing. I was there, and I need.
The thought that IS strong enough today, is remembering that nothing that other people do or say is about me. I keep on remembering over and over and it really helps. I am wearing...interesting clothing today. Kinda mixed up really.
Oh. I have to go and catch a bus. I have to meet it and get to know it for what will be in 15 minutes.
Love to the reader from the writer.