Prom Pictures Suck!
I am really disappointed because my prom pictures didn't come out like I expected. I wish I would have taken the picture with just my girl friends or by myself. I am really kicking myself in the ass for not taking Benjamin. At least I would hav had the HOTTEST date there. Yeah Jovi's hott but I think that if I would have taked Banjamin, I would ave had a better time. And that's the whole reason I took Jovi in the first place, to have fun. And we ended up argueing BAD before prom even started. At least me and Ben wouldn't have fought. Even if we weren't together I would have loved to go with him just as friends. I know we would have partied. I dunno. I guess I'm just letting myself get worked up over nothing. Or a little something. And to top it off, Jovi's not helping with not being supportive. In any way. Even with my job. He is being so selfish. I think I need to break up with him. I am ready to be single and do WHATEVER I want. I should be having fun my last year in high school. And my year's almost over. Only five more days. I shouldn't be stressing like this. Or at least like this over some guy. I should be stressing over something like graduation. Or where I'm going to college. Cuz yeah I haven't applied. I should though. I swear, with him in my life I am getting nothing done. I need to focus on myself and no one else but my closest friends and my family. I am DOE worrying about STUPID SHIT!