AT ESCUELA......
So I'm finally at school and no one is here. Well, I knew Letty wouldn't be here... but neither is Olivia or Sarah! Now who am I gonna gossip with?....Well, the Frankie J and Baby Bash concert is tonight. Me and Jovi are going for sure and we are SUPPOSED to meet up with Brittney and her boyfriend Roland before the concert so we can chill. But knowing them, it won't happen. More than likely I better be waiting for a FALKEing.Yeah it seems like she is always makig plans and breaking them. Not just with me but with everyone. But I really hope that we get to spend some time together soon because I miss my bestfriend.
*I gave her a cute little card this morning telling her how much I still value our diminished friendship and how I want to work on it as much as we can because we don't know how much time we will have on this earth together. And I know I don't want to die thinking that I could have done something about something or about how I could have and what if..... I want to be able to live happily and not regret my freinds not being at my wedding or even my GRADUATION PARTY.
*Maybe it's just me but I have been re-evaluating my life and the meaning of it. I kow that I want to be something successful but I don't know what it is. I love so many things and are passionate about a lot of things and am good at a lot of things but I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life.
*Maybe if I actually did my project over my life for Dr. Summitt I would have a little bit more of a path to my future. Maybe I would have a better plan or know where to start.
*I am so confused but yet so settled in my conent ways. It's like I know what I want I just don;t know how ot get it or get to where I want to be. And if I do I want to be there NOW and not have to wait.
* I do know that I like having a sense of completion. I like getting things done and being on a roll. Whether if it is writing or doing a poster layout. I like getting things done and doing them myself. Maybe I should work in graphics and design. Magazines and fashoin reviews. Laying out prints of models and setting up set designs. Photography. I have so much I want to do and I just feel like I am never gonna get things done.
*I should start meditating. Maybe yoga. OR I should just get aggressive and get into kick boxing. YEAH THAT'S MY TICKET. I want to kick box. That way I can get my anger and frustraion out and get a rockin bod.
*I gave her a cute little card this morning telling her how much I still value our diminished friendship and how I want to work on it as much as we can because we don't know how much time we will have on this earth together. And I know I don't want to die thinking that I could have done something about something or about how I could have and what if..... I want to be able to live happily and not regret my freinds not being at my wedding or even my GRADUATION PARTY.
*Maybe it's just me but I have been re-evaluating my life and the meaning of it. I kow that I want to be something successful but I don't know what it is. I love so many things and are passionate about a lot of things and am good at a lot of things but I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life.
*Maybe if I actually did my project over my life for Dr. Summitt I would have a little bit more of a path to my future. Maybe I would have a better plan or know where to start.
*I am so confused but yet so settled in my conent ways. It's like I know what I want I just don;t know how ot get it or get to where I want to be. And if I do I want to be there NOW and not have to wait.
* I do know that I like having a sense of completion. I like getting things done and being on a roll. Whether if it is writing or doing a poster layout. I like getting things done and doing them myself. Maybe I should work in graphics and design. Magazines and fashoin reviews. Laying out prints of models and setting up set designs. Photography. I have so much I want to do and I just feel like I am never gonna get things done.
*I should start meditating. Maybe yoga. OR I should just get aggressive and get into kick boxing. YEAH THAT'S MY TICKET. I want to kick box. That way I can get my anger and frustraion out and get a rockin bod.