whoo
YAY. idk y im in such a good fucking mood but i am. so yes i like paul still. paul is the dude from holy cross i mess wit last year and she saposedly straight but idk. i made out with him. i was happy i really didnt make out wit him i just got a few kisses from him. so yes hes my friend and everything andi hope hell visit me this summer. i think this is why im in such a good mood.
i went to litchfield locker and i think ill be working there this summer. thatll be a good time. i like meat. all KINDS of meat lol. meat and pie * . 0 lol cassie. but so yes i cant wait i shouild know soon.
well im doing alright in my classes im on teh verge of failing in US but thats no biggy ive been close b4. thats ota big deal ill just do the work till the end of the year. and english well englsih is a 71 and thats cause i dont do anything. I MEAN ANYTHING i dont do homework and i failed every fucking quiz. so yes i dont do shit int ahts class ill start to do stuff. i need an 80
i cant wait i start drivers ed soon YAY. ill be driving this summer and ill have my car and it will b wonderful and cassie should be living in waterbury in the summer and so ill see her more and stuff.
well i wont be graduation early as i mentioned in an other thingy i just changed my mind. as much as i hate the assfuckers in high school i guess its part of the process of growing up. i know kasia wanted me to come with her to boston but u know that i was trying to graduate early for the wrong reason. i was. i hate her soo much. kasia angers me
i need to find some gay ppl at nonneawaug like guy wise someone i could talk to. i know im the only really open guy but i know there are others in the school they just hide it better than i do or there better at being the closet than i am. o well i would die b4 i told about someone gayness just because i know id wanted ppl to die rather than tell about me and u know what im glade ppl broke that trust to me or ppl over heard my say i was bi because i made me do something i didnt think i could and it showed me i could. coming out is a big step to admitting to ur self about being bisexual or gay.
kasia isnt a lsebian. SHE JUST ISNT. i know she says she is but she isnt. shes at the most AT THE MOST bisexual. i know this first hand at the varriety show on saturday she asked me if i wanted sex and since i have a gf and im not really attracted to her anymore i said no but its still the fact that she asked me. idk. ashley agreed with me on the thought that kasia isnt gay, kaisa can like chicks yes that her feelings but u know what dont say im gay when u know u still wanna cock up there instead of a dildo. its just lieing to ppl and its lieing to urself. its like say to urself ur right when u and everyone around u knows ur wrong. to me her calling herself gay is like lieing. she was like i dont want to catagoize myself but she does, and she catagoizes herself wrong. i know that catagorizing is wrong but its the society we live in.
we live in a plae and time when all we have are our labels and chatagoies and thats suck a fat cock. it really does. we saposedly live in the non descrminating county and yet we teach our childern too. not to be on a soap boz but i mean please who cares if a guy fucks a guy and then wants to marry him its thier FUCKING CHOICE. deal with it. if separationg of church and state is such an issue then revoke the alwa that makes it that way and rule thje counrty like the bible tells us too. stone the gays and see what happens u cant have one without the other. u might as well ship every suspected gay man and women to an island and let them live in piece than to make them indure the social ridicul they have to endur now. ill tell u i would reather live on a gay island in teh hawian chain or something if it ment that i would be called a FAG or faggot or told to die cause i was doing something someone thought was wrong. its not wrong atleast not to me. i was in IPS today and someone was saying loudly too "spenser a fag", "spensers a homo", "spenser a gay guy." i mean i know im bi u dont have to point it out. ppl think it hurts me and it doesnt i mean it too. its just fucking stupid. u need to deal with it cause gay ppl around u all the time. ur saying something EVERYONE KNOWS its like yelling sadom husain is a fucking asshole it doesnt matter and yet some ppl fiond saying the obvious funny. its just wrong.
ppl need to learn to deal adn chill and just let ppl b who they are. thats all i think im tring to say. if someone wants to be gay or have blue or pink hair or dance in teh street with cans tied to thier heals LET THEM. u cant strangle the body mind or soul U JUST CANT. we need to learn to stop looking at other ppl and looking at ourselfs and fixing what is wrong wtih ourselfs. i sound like a hipocrit but even i the one on the soap box needs to do the same. EVERYONE needs to do that, noone is perfect.
im out like a bonner in sweetpants.
spenser
i went to litchfield locker and i think ill be working there this summer. thatll be a good time. i like meat. all KINDS of meat lol. meat and pie * . 0 lol cassie. but so yes i cant wait i shouild know soon.
well im doing alright in my classes im on teh verge of failing in US but thats no biggy ive been close b4. thats ota big deal ill just do the work till the end of the year. and english well englsih is a 71 and thats cause i dont do anything. I MEAN ANYTHING i dont do homework and i failed every fucking quiz. so yes i dont do shit int ahts class ill start to do stuff. i need an 80
i cant wait i start drivers ed soon YAY. ill be driving this summer and ill have my car and it will b wonderful and cassie should be living in waterbury in the summer and so ill see her more and stuff.
well i wont be graduation early as i mentioned in an other thingy i just changed my mind. as much as i hate the assfuckers in high school i guess its part of the process of growing up. i know kasia wanted me to come with her to boston but u know that i was trying to graduate early for the wrong reason. i was. i hate her soo much. kasia angers me
i need to find some gay ppl at nonneawaug like guy wise someone i could talk to. i know im the only really open guy but i know there are others in the school they just hide it better than i do or there better at being the closet than i am. o well i would die b4 i told about someone gayness just because i know id wanted ppl to die rather than tell about me and u know what im glade ppl broke that trust to me or ppl over heard my say i was bi because i made me do something i didnt think i could and it showed me i could. coming out is a big step to admitting to ur self about being bisexual or gay.
kasia isnt a lsebian. SHE JUST ISNT. i know she says she is but she isnt. shes at the most AT THE MOST bisexual. i know this first hand at the varriety show on saturday she asked me if i wanted sex and since i have a gf and im not really attracted to her anymore i said no but its still the fact that she asked me. idk. ashley agreed with me on the thought that kasia isnt gay, kaisa can like chicks yes that her feelings but u know what dont say im gay when u know u still wanna cock up there instead of a dildo. its just lieing to ppl and its lieing to urself. its like say to urself ur right when u and everyone around u knows ur wrong. to me her calling herself gay is like lieing. she was like i dont want to catagoize myself but she does, and she catagoizes herself wrong. i know that catagorizing is wrong but its the society we live in.
we live in a plae and time when all we have are our labels and chatagoies and thats suck a fat cock. it really does. we saposedly live in the non descrminating county and yet we teach our childern too. not to be on a soap boz but i mean please who cares if a guy fucks a guy and then wants to marry him its thier FUCKING CHOICE. deal with it. if separationg of church and state is such an issue then revoke the alwa that makes it that way and rule thje counrty like the bible tells us too. stone the gays and see what happens u cant have one without the other. u might as well ship every suspected gay man and women to an island and let them live in piece than to make them indure the social ridicul they have to endur now. ill tell u i would reather live on a gay island in teh hawian chain or something if it ment that i would be called a FAG or faggot or told to die cause i was doing something someone thought was wrong. its not wrong atleast not to me. i was in IPS today and someone was saying loudly too "spenser a fag", "spensers a homo", "spenser a gay guy." i mean i know im bi u dont have to point it out. ppl think it hurts me and it doesnt i mean it too. its just fucking stupid. u need to deal with it cause gay ppl around u all the time. ur saying something EVERYONE KNOWS its like yelling sadom husain is a fucking asshole it doesnt matter and yet some ppl fiond saying the obvious funny. its just wrong.
ppl need to learn to deal adn chill and just let ppl b who they are. thats all i think im tring to say. if someone wants to be gay or have blue or pink hair or dance in teh street with cans tied to thier heals LET THEM. u cant strangle the body mind or soul U JUST CANT. we need to learn to stop looking at other ppl and looking at ourselfs and fixing what is wrong wtih ourselfs. i sound like a hipocrit but even i the one on the soap box needs to do the same. EVERYONE needs to do that, noone is perfect.
im out like a bonner in sweetpants.
spenser