May 09, 2004 18:07
alright so i went out with kasia yesterday and wouldnt u know my mom hates her. i mean my mom dislikes her because shes says she impares my judgment and shit. idk. and so yea i sorta hate her too like im blind when it comes to ppl because they just idk im needy when it comes to friends. well i pay for everything i think i blw since i meet her to date like 1000 dollars and im not kidding. she makes me pay for lunch and food and shit. she was like i payed for something a 5 dollar ticked to the hch varriety show which was like a cheap knock off of a battle of the bands the sound system there sucks so things sucked. i wish i had known more ppl cause it would have been better but i was with ash and pringle and paul and tilla
so now my mom is like idk christa anymore so u can start talking to her again and seeing her becvause i think she changed. but i also think kasia said terrible things about christa cause noone eles would and so yea. i wouldnt have put it below kasia either. kasia knew my mom hated christa and shit soo yea i think she just said worse things about christa to make herself look better. but yay i get to talk to christa and see her this summer. YAY it makes me happy. happy happy happy.
paul is my friend now im happy about that too. me and paul sorta stopped altking after last years incodent but i guess he really didnt care and id i cant go into it just for my own reasons. he also said hed come voe rand see me this summer yay.
so aprently there are gay guiys at nonnewaug and just none of them are willing to come out and idk. i wish tehy would cause i feel alon in this and these feelings. being the only open bisexual peron to ur own knowalgde sucks ass. mrs tateo is my buddy and she listens to it all and so do kristen tuttle and cassie and kristen D and kiki. kristen D has found that im an alright guy and she talks to me and is my buddie. i think she falls under tha catagory of kiki. my friend and thats all i dont think i could ever get with her. shes just to muc my friend just like kiki. if i ever kissed kiki id want to cut my toungue out.
manga is a fun thing to read everyone get onea dn erad it they have all kinds.
so yea i think i might break up wit liz b4 the summer just because i dont think i feel the same attraction i did when i first started to date her
i mean yes i love her and all but idk. i dont like the tyied down feeling. i know ive said in the past that i wanted a gf but i guess after havbing one ive seen why they suck. i mean ill give it a chance and if i end up fucking up a good realtionship that would suck.
getting fired is fun. alot of fun expeccialy when u leave ur boss in the busyest week shes every had butnthen again she fired me. so yes i walked in on wensday and said i couldnt work late anymore cause my grades were slipping and i couldnt work this weekend because my mom wanted me home for mothersday. and so shes like ur of no use to me GET OUT and so i called my ride and left and then friday i went back got my pay left my key dn that was the end of it. but the funnyedt thing was that her husband was there adnw as like u suck when i was ur age i got up for school at 830 and went to work at fraightstreet biked tehr and back agt 1130 at night and for only 25 dollars an week and i still kept straight A's and i was like well u win at life and walked away from him and went over to teh door he clentch his fist adn left to pick up diane bitch fuck daughter as lauren troy if u know he about alex the girl sucks at life she does and the chicks in 5th grade and has more facial hair then me. THAT TELLS U SOMETHING DONT IT.lol
alright now im done
im out likea bonner in sweetpants
and anyone who knew me from hch knows the bonner coments have more meaning then i let on and if u want to know more ask and if u dont DONT ASK