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May 17, 2004 19:19

so yes today my mother meet with mrs.tateo(nonnewaugs social worker) and they talked about my cutting history and shit and so my mother and her got me in with a phycotheropist person thingy and stuff. i think it is good and bad i mean my mom learned that what she thought wasnt thte truth about me and that i went deeper and stuff. idk thats the BIg thing that happened today.
yesteray i went to PA to see jess my like closest cousin graduate from college.YAY JESS!!!!! well with a family thing happeneing u know the family will get to get together and as jess put it so well "we put the FUN in DISFUNCTIONAL" and yes we def do. my family is soo fucked up and thats why if anything im prolly fucked up and so defensive at times. my cousin larry is like my brother and i look up to him and stuff and since i was old enought to defend mself hes been there to show me up, put me down, and beat eh living shit out of me. larry and i fight like fists and wrestel is mroe te word i think... but yea . he called me EMO and called my car the EMO MOBILE which i know ppl are gonna say is soo untru and i agree to a point i mean there is a part of me that is very emo alot of the time and stuff, *sigh. sips coffee* lol. well yes so he made fun of my for being whipped with liz and my blonde tips and my pink gift bag for jess and my people magazine and my music and stuff. he knows im BI and wishes i wasnt but o well he still supports me. so yea nad my uncles and everyone are together we have a shit load of laugh and stuff but for those laughs i didnt need to drive 3 fucking hours. damn that was a long ass drive.
liz and i are on good terms and im not gonna break up with her ill keep her around and i think i really like her. i mean i havent cheated... yet...
yea so im bored and im out like a bonner in sweetpants
spenser
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