hmm .... coltan?
so after a night to think... and trust there was alot to think about i think i know why i was like that... love. wow im afriad of that terribly too. i mean love didnt cross my mind till someone told me that it could b that and well idk. hes younger but i mean in love age doesnt matter does it? everyone was ther for me kiki, robbi, John... tine of course and idk about other i just know they were alot of help. id be lost without my friends
so yea ian was there too i forgot him for a second and well he gave me a brilliant idea... see im gonna tell coltan i mean hes agreat guy and if hes who i think he is and everything i think that hell understand and hopefully return my feelings if he dont idk what ill do prolly look for someone eles but i know ill always have those feelings for him. he was always there b4 i hurt my knee i mean he was always near me and then i hurt my knee and everything and STUPID BAILY haad to make me think and stuff. i mean i just dont know i think i do love him tho. just thinking about him i get all light headed and everything.wow
i cant belive this its amazing the one person most ppl thought would never find love has found it and is AFRIAD of it lol.
well im no longer the demon coldhearted satan whore christa used to know me as and she was like im happy for u but its moraly wrong... o well
i hope everything goes well.
so yea ian was there too i forgot him for a second and well he gave me a brilliant idea... see im gonna tell coltan i mean hes agreat guy and if hes who i think he is and everything i think that hell understand and hopefully return my feelings if he dont idk what ill do prolly look for someone eles but i know ill always have those feelings for him. he was always there b4 i hurt my knee i mean he was always near me and then i hurt my knee and everything and STUPID BAILY haad to make me think and stuff. i mean i just dont know i think i do love him tho. just thinking about him i get all light headed and everything.wow
i cant belive this its amazing the one person most ppl thought would never find love has found it and is AFRIAD of it lol.
well im no longer the demon coldhearted satan whore christa used to know me as and she was like im happy for u but its moraly wrong... o well
i hope everything goes well.