I'm in a weird mood. I can't explain it, I've been having these vague feelings of.. not discontent exactly but some sort of dissatisfaction with my life at present. I think it's more within than without. And the within is the part that I have the most power to change, yet the least WILL (in this stage) for some reaon. grr. bad combo. I've got to ( Read more... )

I'm much less insane today so last night's purging of all those thoughts must have helped ( Read more... )

**disclaimer: this is gonna be kinda rambly, so if you don't want to read, that's okay ( Read more... )

of Relient K lyrics that ARE my life right now

i was thinking
over thinking
cause there's just too many scenarios
to analayze
look in my eyes
cause you're my dream please come true
i was thinking ( Read more... )

wow. Chicago was wonderful, in many different ways. I wish to tell you all about it. But right now I don't have the words to do it justice. Bear with me though, I only had 2 hrs of sleep last night + whatever I was able to snatch in the car.. prolly 2 more hours. So, as I often do when my own words are either imprecise or unwilling to appear.. ( Read more... )

Just feeling the need to share some stuffsss.. The Devils sucked again tonight. I turned the game on for a bit- and saw Pitt score 2 goals in like 2 mins. it was sad so I turned it off. booo. Get with it boys ( Read more... )

yippie! My sisters are visiting. Brett and Dani that is. :) They were maybe gonna come up this weekend, cuz they wanted to see 'Nee and visit with everybody here too, but then since Renee' wasnt planning to be around till Sunday and we're spending a week in Dayton at the end of the month, there was talkthat they might not come after all, then ( Read more... )