Bad start

Jan 09, 2009 23:26

 Yeah, not such a great start to the weekend!

I didn't eat until I met my friend after work for drinks so 2 vodka Diet Cokes got me pretty darn tipsy and, of course, then it seemed like a decent plan to eat half a bowl of pretzels at the bar ...  I don't even like pretzels!

Then about a quarter of my friends cheesy, roasted fatty sandwich thing at dinner in addition to my veggie plate and way too many bites of this cookie sundae thing.

GROSS.  Why must I do this to myself?  I mean, I was really, really good all week so if it ended here it wouldn't be so bad.  But I'm going to be with the BF most of the weekend and if I skip a meal we'll have a huge fight so I'll need to eat lunch and dinner to keep him happy.  For some reason he has a problem with his girlfriend starving herself.  Weird, huh? =P

I want to write more about having a boyfriend and an eating disorder but right now I'm uber-tired.  I declare it time to sleep on the couch with my cat.

the bf, what i ate

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