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It's 20 after 11, and I should be in bed but I'm not. Why? Well, partially because I needed a shower and I needed to study, and partially because I'm feeling shitty, and part of the reason I'm feeling shitty is Josh. Therefore, I'm in no rush to go climb into bed with him.
I'm not going to bother with the particulars, one because they're personal and two because I'm lazy.
So much for never going to bed angry. Not like it matters... I'm one of those people who will forget about it all in the morning.
Speaking of forgetting about things, I apparently forgot to tell Josh that my dad booked my trip out to California. August 8 to August 25, flying out of JFK. This is likely due to the fact that my dad was hounding me for dates I could go out there, and I knew I would be flying without Josh in the first place, so I just went ahead and told him.
Well, Josh freaked out about this for a few reasons. First and foremost, he's concerned about not being able to fly with me. Flying out of one city and into another (say, out of Philly but back to NYC) is, from what I understand, expensive. We have yet to check on the feasibility of such a thing. Secondly, he's freaking out because he claims he was "planning," (I only heard it mentioned in passing) to go up to Lake George to his grandparents place the weekend of August 25th.
Let me mention something here regarding Lake George: he's talked to me about his grandmother numerous times. The woman sounds like a complete and total conservative nazi. Her 40something year old daughter and her serious boyfriend still may not sleep in the same bed in his grandmother's house, and he is introduced as his mom's "friend", not boyfriend. Cursing (which includes words like "damn") is strictly forbidden. The house sounds beautiful, but the woman sounds crazy. Needless to say, despite how excited Josh is about taking me there, I'm not exactly tickled pink by the idea.
Luckily, we both kinda got over the grouchiness and ended up having a nice evening. I'm not looking forward to the next conversation we need to have about California, though. The problem is this: every time I seem to bring it up, it just turns into a fight of some kind. Meanwhile, important days are passing and before long, it's going to be too expensive for Josh to come out at all, which will piss us both off.
Alas, it really is getting late now. I still need to worry about a gift of some kind for my mom's bday (Sunday) and I have no money and no idea what to get her. Oy.
I'm not going to bother with the particulars, one because they're personal and two because I'm lazy.
So much for never going to bed angry. Not like it matters... I'm one of those people who will forget about it all in the morning.
Speaking of forgetting about things, I apparently forgot to tell Josh that my dad booked my trip out to California. August 8 to August 25, flying out of JFK. This is likely due to the fact that my dad was hounding me for dates I could go out there, and I knew I would be flying without Josh in the first place, so I just went ahead and told him.
Well, Josh freaked out about this for a few reasons. First and foremost, he's concerned about not being able to fly with me. Flying out of one city and into another (say, out of Philly but back to NYC) is, from what I understand, expensive. We have yet to check on the feasibility of such a thing. Secondly, he's freaking out because he claims he was "planning," (I only heard it mentioned in passing) to go up to Lake George to his grandparents place the weekend of August 25th.
Let me mention something here regarding Lake George: he's talked to me about his grandmother numerous times. The woman sounds like a complete and total conservative nazi. Her 40something year old daughter and her serious boyfriend still may not sleep in the same bed in his grandmother's house, and he is introduced as his mom's "friend", not boyfriend. Cursing (which includes words like "damn") is strictly forbidden. The house sounds beautiful, but the woman sounds crazy. Needless to say, despite how excited Josh is about taking me there, I'm not exactly tickled pink by the idea.
Luckily, we both kinda got over the grouchiness and ended up having a nice evening. I'm not looking forward to the next conversation we need to have about California, though. The problem is this: every time I seem to bring it up, it just turns into a fight of some kind. Meanwhile, important days are passing and before long, it's going to be too expensive for Josh to come out at all, which will piss us both off.
Alas, it really is getting late now. I still need to worry about a gift of some kind for my mom's bday (Sunday) and I have no money and no idea what to get her. Oy.