there are days when i feel evil, and just want to hurt everyone.
well that up there is the title of my newest single panel comic. not really very "comic" so much as "angry and bitter," but whatever. i like it. it looks pretty fucking cool, too. i wish i had a way to post them on here. ah well. just another disappointment i suppose. like people. always fucking up everything. well anyway the picture is a little drawing of me with devil horns...and a cool corset shirt. i look hot. as per usual. hot hot hot. yeah that's me. goddamn that marker smells nasty. it is also making me vaguely high. see... i know if i get in bed, i won't be able to sleep, so i might as well sit up and write on here, but then i realize that my life is so boring that i don't really have anything to say except the existential tormented "fuck the world, blah blah blah." and that is sad. i don't know if i have the creativity left in me to draw another comic tonight. i don't really think i do. but i might as well stay up all night, and then do nothing tomorrow, and thus perpetuate the idiocy that is my life. i could read a comic. that make me feel better. but Damn it all to hell! boy dan has the ones i want! i want my Squee issues three and four! FUCKETTY FUCK! noooooooo cannot read Squee and now want to destroy something! of course i would settle for spitting in someone's face. ahhh.. i should be so lucky. i should have people *begging* me to spit in their faces. that's how great i am. damn damn damn. no Squee. oh well. just another disappointment. hahahah.. i sound like fucking eeyore or something. maybe i will read "i feel sick" issue two instead. yeah.... am going to do that. before i say something even more stupid on this post. *grumble grumble* *hate hate hate*