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resurfacing
I am alive!
I am in Portland.
Getting used to things - figuring out these crazy streets...
Missing my girl-type friends for girl-type talk.
Tomorrow I think I will start the task of figuring out the public transit!
I have not much to say, considering that my entire life has changed... strange.
But I'm back, we have internet now!
Love everyone! -
the west appears to have won me over
"back from the west country dream ( Read more... ) -
this day i'm better alone, this week i'm on my own
this month i will get by ( Read more... ) -
how whole years refused to stay where we told them to bad dog
today was a great day. i got up by 2pm, and therefore saw the light of day, which was great, first time in days that i've been awake in time to see the sun. i've been sleeping til like 6 every day which is just fucked up, and the lack of natural light got to my brain, badly i think. today was great, i felt exhilarated the moment i stepped outside ( Read more... ) -
i got good at feeling bad and that's why i'm still here
Still fucking here.
I feel great today and I'm not sure why. I'm trying not to worry about it - why am I happy today as opposed to yesterday or the day before when I felt horrible all day and all night.
but i feel great.
hopeful, even. -
if you hadn't noticed
i have reclaimed this journal.
i will post on it more or less regularly from now on.
i'm not "back in the game."
i just stopped playing it.
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interview from thelifeofdilly
1. what is your favorite piece of art ever, and why? ohh... this is so hard... there are so MANY. but. my very favorite one, because i've seen it up close, is an amazing glass sculpture by dale chihuly that's in the toledo museum of art glass pavilion.
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and this, this is the last shovel of dirt
I walk out of the bedroom, stark, my pale naked skin gleaming in the light from the warm tall lamp. I’d stood in there for half an hour, running lotion over myself, elbows, knees, feet. Making sure all rough places were smooth and pliant. Pressing all the scratchy bumpy swathes of skin to gentle silken expanses ( Read more... )
