is my dress a bit too see-through
fuck! i was going to update and i accidentally erased my entry... FUCK! irritating! well to sum it up:
1) i went to the comicon in chicago. it was fabulous. i got to hang out with jim and rachel from "Shades of Blue," and get lots of cool things, and meet jim mahfood, who is fucking cool. and i bought myself presents, and volunteered and all sorts of goodness. but jim and rachel were the best. and i got to meet the artist cal, too, and he drew me a special picture of me and jim and rachel and i loooove it. and jim called me their "number one fan," which just put me into paroxysms of happiness. yayayyayay!
2) i am getting over the nikki thing. i talked to some idiot on the ouija board who claimed to have been related to her, and yelled at me for being "Mean" and whatnot, and i basically told the moron to fuck off and leave me the hell alone. and then they proceeded to harass me on the board and i was so annoyed. i suppose that i have just decided not to be dicked around anymore by supposed friends. the ones i have i guess i'm keeping... and i don't really need anymore because it all ends in shit sooner or later anyway.
a while ago at the red eye, beth, dan and i decided on our "purposes in life." beth's is to be emotionally shit on, dan's is to be forgotten, and mine is to be left by anyone that i remotely give a shit about. pathetic, but vaguely entertaining, i think. honestly, my whole goal is to just make it through this one more summer here without losing my mind, and then i don't ever have to deal with these people again. i can safely say, that after this summer, i am never in danger of seeing anyone from here again, unless i actively seek them out, which i will not do. once i am gone, that is it. i am gone. i am just too tired from all of the stressing and unhappiness and worrying that i just don't have the resources to bother with. it just seems like all anyone tries to do is disappoint me and make me cry. oh well. that was a good rant. now i want to go and draw more comics. :) that make me very happy yay!
1) i went to the comicon in chicago. it was fabulous. i got to hang out with jim and rachel from "Shades of Blue," and get lots of cool things, and meet jim mahfood, who is fucking cool. and i bought myself presents, and volunteered and all sorts of goodness. but jim and rachel were the best. and i got to meet the artist cal, too, and he drew me a special picture of me and jim and rachel and i loooove it. and jim called me their "number one fan," which just put me into paroxysms of happiness. yayayyayay!
2) i am getting over the nikki thing. i talked to some idiot on the ouija board who claimed to have been related to her, and yelled at me for being "Mean" and whatnot, and i basically told the moron to fuck off and leave me the hell alone. and then they proceeded to harass me on the board and i was so annoyed. i suppose that i have just decided not to be dicked around anymore by supposed friends. the ones i have i guess i'm keeping... and i don't really need anymore because it all ends in shit sooner or later anyway.
a while ago at the red eye, beth, dan and i decided on our "purposes in life." beth's is to be emotionally shit on, dan's is to be forgotten, and mine is to be left by anyone that i remotely give a shit about. pathetic, but vaguely entertaining, i think. honestly, my whole goal is to just make it through this one more summer here without losing my mind, and then i don't ever have to deal with these people again. i can safely say, that after this summer, i am never in danger of seeing anyone from here again, unless i actively seek them out, which i will not do. once i am gone, that is it. i am gone. i am just too tired from all of the stressing and unhappiness and worrying that i just don't have the resources to bother with. it just seems like all anyone tries to do is disappoint me and make me cry. oh well. that was a good rant. now i want to go and draw more comics. :) that make me very happy yay!