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I don't like Dr. McCormack's class. It should be online. It's not a bad class, and he isn't a bad instructor. But, he runs a horrible lecture and as much outside supplementation as we end up having to do, it would just be better if he had the handouts and reading list online. He could get done in an hour and a half what is done in two and fifteen. I have way too much time to think in that class. In one of his various 10 minute asides of saying the same, not related to the lecture, thing over and over again, I was looking over the credits I need to graduate and when they are going to be offered over the next two semesters--at least tentatively. Then I got this chilling realization that I'm by no means ready to teach. I love the subject matter, but my understanding... it's just not where I want it to be. Okay, this is not to say that I would not be more than qualified and perfectly capable of teaching successfully, but you just have to know where my bar is here. I'm wanting to teach one of the least desired subjects to one of the least receptive age groups. It just totally freaked me out.
I think what scares me the most is I'm so disorganized and horrible at time management. Maybe, once this whole move thing gets settled out, I can work on the first. I'm going to work on the other asap. Like.. now.
I think what scares me the most is I'm so disorganized and horrible at time management. Maybe, once this whole move thing gets settled out, I can work on the first. I'm going to work on the other asap. Like.. now.