first off, happy bday
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i find it mildly offensive (okay very offensive) that a group of people in my close family constantly misspell my name. it's not that tough. and i've only been around for 21 years.

groan.

last night i dreamed about my dad (i have a lot lately) and in the dream i made the extra effort to hug him a couple times. and that'll be enough for now.

he would have turned 51 today.

i didn't think i could fall this fast.

today was not good. i didn't get many gifts. i didn't get a new ipod like i had wanted or a new phone, which i need.

but mostly i didn't get the one gift i desperately wanted.

my dad back.

so the ipod fun continues ( Read more... )

so i'm just having a really bad day. it would mean the absolute world to me if someone, anyone, could just acknowledge i exist within this post. i'd appreciate it ( Read more... )

i hate my father so much. its actually funny how much i will post that here. it's because i truly do hate him, not in some teenage rebellion way ( Read more... )

i love this weekend. my two aunts are here. in short, they are awesome. they are sarcastic, funny, and hate my dad as much as i do. we have a blast. the laughing and good times never stop ( Read more... )

so its been awhile since i've updated. not like i have anything to say ( Read more... )