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so i'm just having a really bad day. it would mean the absolute world to me if someone, anyone, could just acknowledge i exist within this post. i'd appreciate it.
so apparently i have to go to my eye appointment tomorrow and hitchhike to get there. everyone conveniently forgot to get work off so they can take me to my appointment so i have to bus there and walk or something. i have no knowledge of downtown ottawa and i will get lost. i know how to get to school and get to work and get home. and i know i'm gonna leave the house two hours early and get there like an hour and a half before my damn appointment. i sound spoiled, but i'm really not.
and my eye appointment isn't a regular "which letter is this" - its to investigate/operate on something that is in my eye. that they already cut out. and didn't come out. so ya.
i very much want it to be saturday. or i'd settle for friday even.
ETA so its gotten worse. my dad is all bitchy and i finally told him how i felt about him and how he likes to pretend he's dying (he just got an MRI) because then we'd pretend to care for him. and he told me to fuck off. and he's never said anything like that to me before. though i can't really say i didn't have it coming.
so apparently i have to go to my eye appointment tomorrow and hitchhike to get there. everyone conveniently forgot to get work off so they can take me to my appointment so i have to bus there and walk or something. i have no knowledge of downtown ottawa and i will get lost. i know how to get to school and get to work and get home. and i know i'm gonna leave the house two hours early and get there like an hour and a half before my damn appointment. i sound spoiled, but i'm really not.
and my eye appointment isn't a regular "which letter is this" - its to investigate/operate on something that is in my eye. that they already cut out. and didn't come out. so ya.
i very much want it to be saturday. or i'd settle for friday even.
ETA so its gotten worse. my dad is all bitchy and i finally told him how i felt about him and how he likes to pretend he's dying (he just got an MRI) because then we'd pretend to care for him. and he told me to fuck off. and he's never said anything like that to me before. though i can't really say i didn't have it coming.