Update

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So I have avoided updating because it would have just been one really big long rant.  But I decided that it was time, even though it may be a rant anyways.  Work seems to slowly be getting to be to much. I have discovered things that have/may have happened to the people that I work with that are illegal and should never happen to any person. It is something that goes against my beliefs so strongly that I wanted to scream and shout when I found out, and yet I needed to keep the calm, everything in under control face on.

It seems that I have been putting that face forward a lot more lately.  For those of you who do not know, i am single.  I am still not sure how I feel about this, it is a big change though, and it is something that is hard to adapt to.  Not to mention the enormous amount of guilt that I feel.  But that is enough about that.

I believe that I will be looking to move out of this area in may/june.  In a way I would love to say that I will be out of here by my birthday, but I am being real. I just hope that I am able to follow through on this plan, because this small town life where everyone knows everything is really starting to bother me.  So if anyone know of any good jobs in the southern Maine area let me know.

Ok, I think that is enough for today, specially since I have to go back to work  in a few minutes.